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Monday 15th July 2019 Wake myself up shouting in my sleep again. This is the second time I’ve done this recently, this never used to...

Sunday 14th July 2019 I wake up in bed at 1 am, I am so hot. The husband still isn’t home. I’m a little bit annoyed, I’m tired I haven’t...

Friday 28th June Busy day today. I drop the husband off at the train station as he is off on a boys weekend and head over to Essex, first...

Thursday 27th June 2019 Fuzzzzzzzzy. Bloody hell we got through some wine last night. I feel lighter today and less stressed. I log on...

Wednesday 26th June 2019 Didn’t have a good nights sleep, I still get out of bed early, jump in the shower & go downstairs. I’m feeling...

Tuesday 25th June 2019 Feeling quite bouncy today, not sure why. I commit myself further to my shakes at lunch by ordering a hand...

Monday 24th June 2019 Well last week was pretty bloody dull. I’m still not feeling 100% but have got myself a doctors appointment for...

Sunday 23rd June 2019 Why do I still feel like shit? Really fed up with this now. The husband makes me some tea & toast for breakfast and...

Saturday 22nd June Well those were some weird dreams. First I dreamt that I was meeting the husbands ex after work and we were drinking...

Sunday 9th June I feel guilty about all the Indian & wine yesterday, so guilty that I got straight out of bed and went for a run. It’s...

Saturday 8th June 2019 I have definitely woke up on the wrong side of bed this morning. I snap at the husband for waking me up and not...

Friday 7th June What a crap nights sleep. I wake up at 4am, only fell asleep about 3 hours ago. Manage to nod off again only for my poxy...

Thursday 6th June I managed to get up earlier, determined to stick to my new routine, despite the booze grog. Catch up on Love Island...

Tuesday 4th June God I’m tired today, trying to muster up some enthusiasm to go to work. Had a cookies & cream shake for breakfast, the...

Sunday 2nd June Actually slept finally. I did wake up in the middle of the night, or so I thought and then realised I’d only been in bed...

Tuesday 28th May Had such an amazing night last night, but the realisation that the holiday is coming to an end is setting in. Had Fred...

Monday 20th May 2019 The husband got in about 1 acknowledged his return and went straight back to sleep. I wake up about 9:30, consider...

Sunday 19th May 2019 Having a calm day yesterday has paid off, I’ve woken up nice and refreshed, just a little bit burnt. No sun for me...