Soldiering on

Friday 7th June

What a crap nights sleep. I wake up at 4am, only fell asleep about 3 hours ago. Manage to nod off again only for my poxy alarm to go off at 6. I’m supposed to exercise but I feel like crap. I eventually surface at 7. I was supposed to exercise but I feel like shite.

I try a lemon cheesecake shake today it’s so nice. My stomach doesn’t feel too great though. I toy with the idea of calling in sick but I have a meeting this morning that I don’t want to miss, so in I go, I’m such a fucking soldier.

We have the meeting and I take myself home after, the husband hasn’t bothered going to work. I make us some lunch and then I pass out on the sofa halfway through the first episode of Chernobyl. When I wake up I feel even more tired. This needs to do one!

I’m cooking steak & chips for the husband & kids tonight, I start prepping and then the husband comes out to the kitchen and starts suggesting how I need to cook the steaks. Fuming. So now he is cooking the steaks.

I give in to myself and have a few gin & tonics, maybe my body is missing alcohol and that’s why my stomach is playing up. Only time will tell. I’ve got a banging headache and I’m feeling irritable time to put myself to bed before someone gets hurt.

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