This is me ❤️

I'm not going to lie, I woke up this morning in a bit of a negative mood. I couldn't shake the feeling that my dream of giving up the rat...

Wednesday 2nd March I posted lists last month around self care and what makes me happy and I also post my intentions for each week. I...

My writing room is ready to go (apart from a shelf that the husband is going to put up for me) so now there are no excuses not to get in...

Monday 15th July 2019 Wake myself up shouting in my sleep again. This is the second time I’ve done this recently, this never used to...

Sunday 14th July 2019 I wake up in bed at 1 am, I am so hot. The husband still isn’t home. I’m a little bit annoyed, I’m tired I haven’t...

Thursday 11th July 2019 I am 100% still drunk when I wake up. Some dickhead had put a training session on for 9am, this is the last thing...

Wednesday 10th July 2019 What is it with all the dreams lately??? Last night I dreamt that the husband was lying to me & cheating on me,...

Tuesday 9th July 2019 Bloody weird dreams, dreamt I had a little kitten, which I took into my mums room while she was sleeping, she was...

Monday 8th July 2019 The crap sleeps are back! More weird dreams, lots of spiders & even a rat made an appearance. Need to stick to my...

Sunday 7th July 2019 Wake up at 2:30am, bad, strange dreams which I can’t really remember. I can’t get back to sleep, this is so...

Friday 5th July 2019 I don’t go into work today, I have some things I need to deal with, my head won’t be in the right place. The husband...

Thursday 4th July I wake up feeling surprisingly revived, no longer angry at everything. Well this is nice! I skip into work feeling like...

Wednesday 3rd July I wake up still annoyed, this is becoming the norm now and I’m fed up with it. I try to have a conversation with the...

Tuesday 2nd July Blood tests this morning, again. Luckily traffic is a breeze and I only have 15 people in front of me in the queue at...

Monday 1st July Working from home today. I get up and leave the husband asleep, he’s going to be in a world of pain today after his boozy...

Sunday 30th June Wake up at 9am, blimey that’s a lie in for me! My friend is already up and downstairs. After she leaves I get ready to...

Saturday 29th June Get my lashes done today Yay! Thank you Zoe!! The sun is shining and I’ve got my friend coming over for the day &...

Friday 28th June Busy day today. I drop the husband off at the train station as he is off on a boys weekend and head over to Essex, first...

Thursday 27th June 2019 Fuzzzzzzzzy. Bloody hell we got through some wine last night. I feel lighter today and less stressed. I log on...

Wednesday 26th June 2019 Didn’t have a good nights sleep, I still get out of bed early, jump in the shower & go downstairs. I’m feeling...