This is me ❤️

As of yet no miracle has been invented to prevent me ageing so I am finally going to have to accept that I actually have to start looking...

Last night, I finally got 100 followers on medium 🎉 124 in fact. I was excited to wake up this morning and apply to join the partnership...

Cards on the table. I set an intention at the beginning of the week to track my food and. I wish I hadn’t. It’s. So. Fucking. Boring. You...

April has arrived and it brings, snow. WTAF? It was like some weird April fools joke. We'd had such nice weather the week before, what...

Life is good. The end of last week was filled with socialising, followed by some time at home, and I enjoyed every moment of it....

I'm a little bit excited. During my many hours of scrolling, I came across a website called Substack. Substack is an online platform...

Tomorrow, I am going to Cheltenham races. I've never been before, I've been to other races so I thought I knew what I was doing. Two...

Monday 15th July 2019 Wake myself up shouting in my sleep again. This is the second time I’ve done this recently, this never used to...

Sunday 14th July 2019 I wake up in bed at 1 am, I am so hot. The husband still isn’t home. I’m a little bit annoyed, I’m tired I haven’t...

Thursday 11th July 2019 I am 100% still drunk when I wake up. Some dickhead had put a training session on for 9am, this is the last thing...

Wednesday 10th July 2019 What is it with all the dreams lately??? Last night I dreamt that the husband was lying to me & cheating on me,...

Tuesday 9th July 2019 Bloody weird dreams, dreamt I had a little kitten, which I took into my mums room while she was sleeping, she was...

Monday 8th July 2019 The crap sleeps are back! More weird dreams, lots of spiders & even a rat made an appearance. Need to stick to my...

Sunday 7th July 2019 Wake up at 2:30am, bad, strange dreams which I can’t really remember. I can’t get back to sleep, this is so...

Saturday 6th July 2019 I’m driving to Essex today, there is so much going on at the moment I’m feeling completely overwhelmed. My...

Friday 5th July 2019 I don’t go into work today, I have some things I need to deal with, my head won’t be in the right place. The husband...

Thursday 4th July I wake up feeling surprisingly revived, no longer angry at everything. Well this is nice! I skip into work feeling like...

Wednesday 3rd July I wake up still annoyed, this is becoming the norm now and I’m fed up with it. I try to have a conversation with the...

Tuesday 2nd July Blood tests this morning, again. Luckily traffic is a breeze and I only have 15 people in front of me in the queue at...

Monday 1st July Working from home today. I get up and leave the husband asleep, he’s going to be in a world of pain today after his boozy...