If you read my blog post last Thursday, you will know that I have bagged myself a new job.
You may remember also remember that a couple of weeks ago, I posted about a prediction a Tarot reading I had in January which came true.
Tanya also predicted my new job also, so as I started to write this post, I referred back to the reading and found that there were actually more correct predictions and things that now made sense.
1. The high priestess card, which is all about learning about yourself, self exploration, self trust and learning lessons. I am aware of my triggers and should choose wisely which road to take.
I have recently had a bit of an epiphany, about something that triggers me. Its pretty huge actually and something I am going to write an article about. Its something that for some reason has finally clicked and realisation has hit me, even though its been staring me in the face for some time. I now have this much more under control and am extremely aware of this and feel better equipped to control it.
2. The Hierophant card and the Sun card. These are all about consistent routine to do the right thing, feeding our body, mind & soul will bring us the results we need. She feels that something has shifted, this is really strong at the moment and I am in the right gear.
Not long after my Tarot reading, I used my decision making wheel to pick a book to read and started reading the Miracle Morning and as I mentioned in last weeks newsletter, this has been a complete game changer for me. Having my consistent morning routine has given me results I did not believe was truly possible before.
3. The destiny card, meaning I am entering a new chapter of my life. Its not necessarily a change of job/house etc, it is to do with myself and how I feel.
At the end of February, I turned our spare room into a writing room, which I named My Sanctuary , if I am home, I spend time in there everyday, writing, planning, meditating, reading and completing my journals. Since having the sanctuary, I started a weekly newsletter on substack and joined the medium partnership program. My confidence in my writing has soared, as has my focus on self care.
4. The wisdom card, Tanya says I may want to start talking about my experiences, getting it out there is very therapeutic for me as well.
I have been rereading my old posts, this has brought to my attention how bad my mental health was over the last 5 years. I can see how far I have come and how much pain I was in. This is something that I am in the process of writing to submit as my first article for a publication. I only decided this 2 weeks ago.
5. Tanya the goes on to say that I am now going into a hermit phase, spending lots of time on my own, researching and possibly studying. There will be lots of time out to understand things about myself, my self awareness is really growing.
As I have already mentioned, I have such a deeper understanding of myself now. I have spent lots of time tucked away in my sanctuary researching various different things relating to enhancing and expanding my blog, such as SEO's, best times to post on socials. I have dedicated hours to this.
6. We then talk about work. She says I’m in two minds and weighing up different options. There is the familiarity of the job and the security and I enjoy being at home, on the flip side, we have the forward thinking focus of the queen of swords, taking control of work. I’m feeling demotivated and weighing up whether I want to stay in this job. She feels like I’m going to hold tight for a bit, however this doesn’t mean I am not going to do anything about it. I won’t be hasty and will be very particular when applying. She then links to someone I used to work & also socialise with and the possibility of working with them again. It is likely I will get my next role through a friend.
This is EXACTLY what happened. The day of my reading, I had actually called in sick, I knew it was stress & anxiety around work. Two days after this reading, I was still off sick and spoke to a friend of mine and asked for advice on what to say to my boss, I just wanted his opinion on whether I should be honest about the stress. His advise was to get signed off of work for a longer period of time, something I hadn't seriously considered. Once I was off for a while, I realised that I simply could not go back to that company and I spent a long time thinking about what I wanted to do. Then of course I was speaking to my friend and former colleague and this job was suggested.
I also had a reading with Tanya back in November 2020, which I have not posted about. I decided to go back and listen to this one and was gobsmacked to hear the following points, which now all make complete sense.
7. Tanya pulled the reflection card prior to the reading, this will tell us what the reading is focusing on.
This isn’t just about how we look on the outside, it’s how we feel on the inside. It’s about healing, to do with our heart, there is also a feeling of new beginnings. The age 41 came up a significant, I will have been on this healing journey and this is where it feels like it’s really coming together.
At the end of the reading, she sums up that I am still on this healing journey, I need to work on anxiety and stress. Letting things go and feeling anger and shame towards myself. I need to work on acceptance, leave the devil on my shoulder behind. 41 seems to be an important age in terms of self reflection. It’s to going to go away overnight and I will really need to work on it. Rebirth is happening.
I mean if this just doesn't totally sum up the last few months, I don't know what does. I turned 41 in March this year.
8. Tanya asks if my manager is female. She is business orientated, focused on getting the job done and removes emotion. I am going to feel out in the cold, as if something hasn’t gone as I had hoped.
At the time, I was really confused by this. I got on really well with my boss, she was pushing for me to get a promotion and pay rise. 3 months after this reading, she basically brought someone externally, who was not as experienced as I was, in to manage the team, the job that had been promised to myself and my colleague. She went from having daily catch ups with us and helping us to progress, to barely contacting us at all. I will be writing more about this in a separate post.
9. She said she sees the river Thames, and later mentions that she can see a wedding ring or an anniversary.
At the time, we were talking about my house move, so we thought it had something to do with our wedding venue, but after listening to this again I realised that for our wedding anniversary last year, we stayed in Windsor, our hotel overlooked the river Thames.
I'm so glad I wrote this reading down, going back again and reading it, so many things make more sense now! I have also transcribed the 2020 reading and I will absolutely be booking another reading with Tanya in a few months time.
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